No title for me today thanks....I'm trying to watch my figure

The following was a draft written by me a little over 2 years ago. Saw it and for some reaosn, thought I'd actually post it.
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I watch Miami Ink pretty much every chance I get. love the show. love tattoos. have a few myself. there was a woman on last night who lost her husband at 33. yeah, 3 years older than me, two kids and a wife and he basically had cancer of the body. everywhere. she said he wasn't scared of dying, he was more mad that he was sick. damn straight. i feel the same. i'm not afraid of dying. everyone dies. it's going to happen to everyone eventually. i would be pissed off to no end that i wouldn't be able to play with my son anymore. hug and kiss my wife. call mom. play golf with dad. i got a lot of life left to live
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since I wrote this a little over 2 years ago, I have another kid and dad can't really play golf anymore. I try my damndest to live life everyday to the fullest. Tell the people around me how much I love them. Something really clicked when my 2nd son was born a little over a month ago. New meaning to my life. I'm trying to reconnect with old friends. People I "neglected" over the years, I'm now trying to rebuild any burned bridges.

-J-